Silomasays

Learnt the Hard Way

There are times I take you for granted

Well, I feel too tired to read that Bible

Or even say a word of prayer

Many a times I think am doing you a favor

With my prayer template and usual recitements

Mumbling of how great and lovely you are

Sometimes I think you need me more

And constantly forget that you never chose me

It is funny that I must read all conversations

On my social media platform

Before I get lousy to skim that chapter

It is sad that you will come after everything else

But I will go round testifying

How of a true and loving God you are

And how you come first in my life

It is then that I face the wrath

Of a jealous God, one who says

‘You shall not worship other gods’

It is then that the cane becomes so bitter

And I will get back to my knees, not apologizing

But wailing of the good I do to you

And the best you can do

Is to allow disaster to strike me

I have learnt your ways

I have learnt what to listen

I have learnt what to watch

I have learnt who to entertain

I have learnt what position you take

The hard way

Because am the clay

Taking form in your hands

And am in no position to ask

How clumsy can you be?

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